Today is one of those days that I am completely stuck in my
head. According to my period tracking
app, Glow (which I absolutely love and recommend), I am late for my
period. However, as good as Glow is, I
am irregular so there is only so much that algorithms can do to try and predict
my cycle. So in theory, I might NOT be
late for my period, see my conundrum?
So my mind is going in circles, over-analyzing everything I
am feeling right now. I am nauseated, is
it morning sickness? I am emotional, are
my hormones going crazy? I’m tired, is it a symptom? I have had a couple of strange dreams, maybe
my body is trying to tell me something?
Or, you know, it can all be in my head. I had a sore throat for the past few days
from a mild head cold, so maybe my ailments are all side effects of being sick.
Or maybe I am a total hypochondriac and I am just driving myself absolutely
crazy. It’s all very trying on my
nerves, so I am making myself anxious.
I know the best thing to do would be to relax and just let
nature take its course. Stressing isn’t
helping anything, and we aren’t trying-trying,
so why am I doing this to myself? Tomorrow
I take a pregnancy test, one of potentially many (woo … weekly testing). It’s
an emotional rollercoaster that I chose to ride, and it can be intense.
Wish me luck, or wish me a period, either will work for me
at this point!
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